| | today, May 5th, is my birthday. but it's not really mine because i share it with so many millions of other people. how insignificant i am. how insignificant you are.
engie just had her wisdom teeth taken out. it went without much issue, so far. praise God for that.
we were gonna watch Happily Never After, but all rented out, so Thank You For Smoking instead. it wasn't the most politically incorrect movie, but it was honest like little miss sunshine. makes you wonder, what if people can be honest and get away with it in the real world. if people actually appreciate honesty, there'd be less lies.
today is my birthday. i don't even know what that means. longevity and fertility is supposed to be an indication of a blessed life. in this day and age, is it more blessed to have a short life and have no kids? definitely maybe.
but i am blessed. i just don't think about it enough. oh eternity, how you make most things insignificant.
i'm happy to be alive. i don't know why. it's such an odd feeling. i kind of like it.
do i think too much? this question pops in to my head: is purpose an illusion? after 28 years of my life, can i say that i'm attending some kind of real purpose? can we, mere created beings, have real purposes for ourselves? what difference would it make if we chased after the wind all our lives? it is a philosophical suicide to believe that there is no God, is it? questions, i love questions. lol... how awesome is life. how unreal at the same time.
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| | Posted 5/5/2007 1:41 AM - 18 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments
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